You and I – 1 : https://experienceandembrace.wordpress.com/2019/01/23/you-and-i/
I: It’s snowing outside.
You: Yeah, it’s beautiful how everything is covered.
I: What do you think about “Deja Vu”?
You: Like you feel that it happened before?
I: Yeah, it’s been happening to me quite a lot. And it makes me feel bored.
You: But, does that matter though? What’s wrong with experiencing it again? Is the desire to constantly be in a new situation the best for our psyche?
I: I don’t know. That’s what everybody is up to. Isn’t it? New is exciting- they say.
You: That’s the problem I think. If you can’t perceive every moment as new, rather always perceive it as a reincarnated old, then you are just living inside your mind too much, circling and ultimately destined to diminish into a point of meaninglessness.
I: You are right. Every moment is a new one. It’s a perception issue, but the issue is real. The boredom is inevitably there to drown.
You: Well, then you recognized it.
I: But it doesn’t help though.
You: Maybe it will. Hope is necessary.
I: You want to play with snow?
You: Sure. As you know, you will really be playing with yourself.
I: I have seen some beautiful pictures of places. I really want to go visit them when I can.
You: Nice. What kind?
I: Mostly beautiful natural places. Most of the time there are some beautiful people waving or walking or doing something. It’s just refreshing to see. I guess it will be great to be there for real breathing the air near the ocean, over the mountain, through the valley, highways.
You: Yeah, escaping creates the euphoria. Maybe for good.
I: I know.
You: You remember that you wanted to know about love?
I: Yes. What about it?
You: Do you think there’s an ocean of love or a sky of love?
I: I will choose air over water. Just a preference. I don’t know how to swim.
You: You don’t know how to fly either. At least you can learn to swim.
I: You see, you are too pragmatic. In my imagination, I want to fly. I don’t crave to dive into the water.
You: Right you are! You want things that you can not have. Just saying..
I: Good. Now I am pissed.
You: Haha. Like you always are.
(to be continued ..)